September 19, 2009
I haven’t posted in a bit, because things have been pretty horrendous. I’ve kind of fallen down a very big hole, and don’t really know how to get back up again right now.
Went to visit my friend yesterday, the one who is IP, and I wasn’t able to stop crying for most of last night. I’m livid with the NHS who’ve let her get to BMI 11 without intervening, and I’m so desperately sad and worried for her. I love her to bits and I cannot believe she’s in this place. It proper sucks.
I’m also livid with the essay I’m trying to write. I am trying to establish the original reference for something so I went from the book I found it in to the source the book referenced. All good.
Except the source that the book referenced, was referencing an earlier edition of the book that referenced the source in the first goddamned place. I am now confused, to say the least.
